beast beast beast

i would dig her, right? lol

freakanomics.

E: he says " i dont need to spend money on grls to get ass" im broke etc
L&N: doesnt have to be an expensive date
but yes u do need to spend money lol
E: lolll
L&N:: we could go to five guys for all i care
but yes u will pick me up or pay for the cab there
E: LMAO
L&N:: if u are that poor u dont need to spread your seed
reaaaaaaaal talk
E: LMAO
life lesson by L&N
chapter 13
L&N:: lol
E: if you that poor u dont need to spread your seed
LOVE IT.
ill help with ur pr for the book launch real talk

best i (n)ever had

You are there and I am here
Beyond geography
We are temporally disjointed
Transportation wouldn’t sync
Transient feelings
My love travels in and out of time
How vividly I am remembering our future and
Living in the past
Inextricably intertwined

my raphael complex

i used to LOVE raphael (of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles) when i was a little girl. he was cute (LOL), arrogant, cool, and MOODY.

the dudes i fall for now are exactly like him.

that's fuckin weird.

the tribe

our heels clink
and clomp
our greetings
eruptions of laughter
cascades of tears
we were there
through it all

to barbados and beyond...

riddle me this

i don't get it.
caught in an impossible tug-of-war; you push me away and you pull me in.


i just want to be loved or left alone. the interim is for the birds, yo.

transient feelins...or not.

it is truly a sad day when your emotions are perfectly captured by the latest beyonce song. lol.
broken hearted girl came on the radio on the drive home and i damn near cried
the last line of the refrain is a killer
...i know i'll be there at the end of the day

isn't that what's most upsetting?
not whatever trifling thing the guy did
not that you cried or felt shitty about it
but the fact that deep, deep down
you don't even want to let go

even if there was a pill that could erase your memory
or a guaranteed no-more-drama cloak
those pills would stay in the medicine cabinet.
that cloak would hang in the closet. untouched.

i read a blog one time about women always staying in self-destructive relationships.
or that women have this superman complex (save-a-hoe as well), always tryna change a man!

i don't think it's that. i think...what we felt an ounce of
that ever elusive L-O-V-E
and it was enough of a high to keep searching, keep pressing, hoping, praying

...scratching, shaking
for a hit.

damnnnn damn damn